Although I was very unhappy for leaving all my freedom that I had in the Netherlands and turning back to my old life in Ankara where I live with my family, have to travel by bus and start looking for a job since I will get graduated this June there were also very good points of being back. As you can imagine we tried to catch all the times we missed with my boyfriend and my other friends by telling all the stories that we collected during this 6 months. Although I am still very sad about leaving Tilburg and the life that I created for myself there, I understood that it certainly worth turning back if you have people who have been waiting for you in every breath she/he takes who could be your lover, close friends or your family… Now I feel like I am stuck between two worlds, like knowing both the ideal and the shadow’s world of Plato at the same time and have to turn back to the world of shadows. However, I have no other choice then starting to build a new life for this new Buket from the beginning with the light of all the experiences I have had ... Finally, thanks to everyone whom I met during this wonderful trip… I will miss you a lot and I hope that I could leave some signs in your hearts so that you can remember with a smile..
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